vamp4life

I reach for you I lay here and reach up for your hand I long to hold your hand in mine I dream that I felt your hand in mine I my head lie on your chest and felt your heart beat It was so real I did not want to wake up. I hear you whispering in my ear, you wish to feel this forever I said, ”yes… I do” You reply, “I’m sorry but no" Such cold words broke my reach on your hand I began to fall backwards down a long black hole. "Why" "Why me" “Loved you so much" “I still love you" When I woke up my hand was out reach for you and waiting for you to reach for it.

I run through the darkness of the woods, howling in the distance and trees rustling in the wind. The night sky is pure black, no stars to guide the way or moon to light the path.   The dream always begins this way.  My blood pumping in my ears makes it hard to hear. Breath is short making it hard to breathe. I run not knowing where I will end up, each time is different. I fall into a unknown hole that never ends or end up falling into a rivers current that’s to strong from me to even try and swim. Each time I wake up sweating with fear.  Tonight my dream reveled what I fear the most.  I was running and screaming out a name. I saw the per