vamp4life

I reach for you I lay here and reach up for your hand I long to hold your hand in mine I dream that I felt your hand in mine I my head lie on your chest and felt your heart beat It was so real I did not want to wake up. I hear you whispering in my ear, you wish to feel this forever I said, ”yes… I do” You reply, “I’m sorry but no" Such cold words broke my reach on your hand I began to fall backwards down a long black hole. "Why" "Why me" “Loved you so much" “I still love you" When I woke up my hand was out reach for you and waiting for you to reach for it.

She walks a long the edge of the cliff side wondering, how to cross. How could of this happen, when she tried everything. How could she have let go when she could have fought more. She thinks that maybe a rope could get her across. If it fails and rips, the drop will be deadly. She thinks that building a bridge by her self will help. But if not built well it could fail and the drop will be deadly. She thinks if I jump across I will make it. It she fails to make the jump the drop will be deadly. Then a voices call out “do not fear my child for I’m with you, for I have always been with you.” She becomes afraid but t

I try to write, My feelings seem to flow with anger and sadness. I feel these old emotions seeping through the ink, and blotch the paper. The feeling of unwanted, and not want to be with anymore. The feeling of betrayal and being pulled away from someone I love. The feeling of doubt and that the person I love is being controlled The feeling of disbelief, that I’m no longer loved anymore by that person. This white plan paper becomes cover with nothing but black ink and there’s nothing I can do to make it stop.

*Thump* *Thump* *Thump* I hear my heart beat *Thump* *Thump* I feel the blood rush *Thump* *Thump* I feel my heart tighten *Thump* I feel a pain in my chest *Thump* I hear my heart racing *Thump* *Thump* *Thump* I hear it cracking slowly *Thump* *Thum… I can’t hear my heart *Thu.. I can’t feel the beat *Th.. I can’t feel it racing *T.. I can’t feel the pain in my chest *.. I’m numb My heart is …

The Love River For each and every person their is a Love River Each one must takes its path and may choice where to go Their are many curves and rapids along the way you may fail and fall to your end. or you may fight through the rapids and achieve I my self have failed and fallen to my end. to the deep rivers end, their seem to be no hope until he came along and pick me up in his boat. he said" do not fear, i know your troubles, and i have come to help." At that moment i knew I would never be alone. So come fair maidens and gents come and test your fate you may fail or achieve either way you will find hope at the ri